I can't believe it but my boyfriend finally has his car fixed and everything is packed! We've got items listed on Craig's list and hopefully some of the stuff will sell. Now...It's the calls I need to make to say goodbye...It's weird really, saying farewell to someone you've known your whole life. I've never been to good at saying bye in general, how do you say bye to your Mother for good? Or your Dad?
This isn't a naive, decision made on a spontaneous idea, it's actually more like a quest to prove to the world that dreams do come true. I don't want to sit around and let my life pass me by. My boyfriend shares the same passion for following your heart. Too many people stop believing and dreaming, they start to think that to quit dreaming is to grow up. Why? You only live once, why in the world would you want to lead an average life? Your meant for more. Trust me. Sometimes people seem to dwell to much on the quote "you're special...and so is everyone else." They think that means that since we are all unique technically we're all the same so why bother even trying to be something more? But I believe it means that everyone is as equally talented as the rest, but every person has there own personal talent. Do you see where I'm getting at here? I love photography, but I'm not as good at drawing, my boyfriend dominates that area. And I can't sing worth anything, I'm definitely no American Idol but one of my good friends could realistic win. Think about it in these terms...Is Andy Warhol a better artist then Salvador Dali? That's for you to decide, but I think their both equally brilliant and talented, they simply paint in their own style. Anyways. You've got a dream? Then do something about it. Even if you have to wait till your old enough to be able to be on your own. I just grew wings earlier than most. These past months seemed to be crawling....I couldn't wait to get moving, but now it feels a bit strange actually knowing that I'm leaving my whole family behind and it's making me think that I won't have enough time to say my goodbyes... I love my brother he's my best friend...It's going to be so hard to leave him, and my baby sister...I won't see her grow up.
But I have to do this. I need to make something of myself. I can't live life unless I know that this is my path and no one else's. I can't have someone telling me how to walk this road, it's gotta be from myself and my heart. Hope, faith, and trust bundled up in the passenger seat, the windows down, and my hair flying in the wind as I look to the sky. Just me and the highway.
Gosh, thanks for you comments about my pics. To answer your questions: I'm from Canada and live in NY. I shoot on a Rebel XTi as I'm not sold on a full-frame rig yet and I'm trying to see what I can do with what I have. The 'moodiness' in my pics is probably cause I am (ha), that and shooting with small strobes with a certain look in mind. Okay, this is way long, next time I'll message!
Si, 21 la vi el otro dia! Igual te digo que un poco me aburrio =S Y no, no tomo clases de baile pero sería una idea genial ! , what about you? do you take classes? Acá en Argentina se escucha mucho el reggaeton, what about your country?
:) the day is over and i am enjoying the bautiful morning sun. me and my friends went to a beach party last night and slept on the sand and woke up to see the sun rise over the horizon. regretfully, us all being quite forgetfull idiots, we forgot the camera...:( but the sunrise was glosrious. its times like these i start to think
Wow, it's kind of amazing haha. It must be great to start it as sth that you think it's not going to end anywhere, and then you're about to get into a NY agency! Congrats for that =] I really likt the way you believe in your dreams, I totally agree with you in that and I'm sure of doing the same when I turn 18 (haha I can't do much now...). Have a great weekend! xxx
thanks for befriending me :) and Across the Universe isn’t a cliché soundtrack choice! I haven’t seen the movie yet :( but I hear it’s great and the soundtrack is the best.
I hope everything goes good for your move and such.... I wana move in a few years when im done school.... i live in this small place in Canada and its just soooo small lol i can't live here ahahah. so i sorta understand. but i hope it works out well.
really? wow thats sweet. to visit family? or just because? lol either way, still awesome. ah i hope i do as well, it would be soo neat and awesome, i looove the city. ah yeah i did know that :p i'm from spain, i wonder why they named it that seeing as its in delaware though. so how are you?? anything new with the new agency thing?? xx
ahh i know samme i'm so busy right now. I have school and everday planned out, blaaaah it's crazy haha. so dude that's kinda scary with the bees, i suppose that's no more honey for humans. you going to live in NY( that would be fabulous i love that city), is it because you got signed or something?? xxx
i wish i could skateboard but im far too clumsy. i'd porbly end up breaking my neck lol i tried snowboarding once but i suck at it :P good luck with your move. packing is such a pain
I was just wondering, how did you get your Uber to look so amazing?